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how am i, really?

I am in a rut, and today this rut seems endless. While I have moments of clarity, moments where I see the light at the end of the tunnel, these depths swallow me again. I am not depressed. I am truly happy. The life I’ve built around me is nearly perfect. I love where I live, who I live with, and the way I spend my days. But I want to change, to be better, to lean into the things that matter and the things that will better me.

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Good Things: Finding a copy of The Wild Unknown tarot in a tiny store in Seattle, and feeling this intense moment of understanding that NOW was the time to buy it again, after having lost my original copy in a motel in Connecticut. It was the first deck I learned to read on, it was the first deck I owned, and I was waiting for the perfect time to replace it. It felt so right, and the cards immediately started reading like I'd been handling them for years. 

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