scorpio full moon spread
WHAT HAVE I CREATED AND MANIFESTED SINCE THE NEW MOON
ROSE/THORNS + KING OF WANDS (RX)
I’ve spent so much time thinking, overthinking, planning, waiting to make this beautiful thing (my career, my art, my show) and not enough time acting. If I set unrealistic goals for myself on a daily basis, I will inevitably not meet them and be disappointed in myself. Disappointment is a waste of time. Rose/Thorns is reminding me that even if I push push push to create something amazing, if I don’t take my time I will catch myself on the thorns. I need to slow down, appreciate the path, but steadily move forward towards my goals instead of letting myself get overwhelmed. My manifestation has been hindered by my missteps and hesitations.
WERE AM I NOW?
CUP + PAGE OF CUPS
Full of creative energy, on the brink of bringing something into the world. Cup is an empty vessel, and the Page is curious about his emotions, exploring them, meeting them without fear. I am ready to make an art show about hurting and growing and recovering and finding my magic. More than anything, this Scorpio New Moon energy combined with the energies of these cards is urging me to trust my intuition and really experience it. I am ready to receive.
WHAT IS COMING INTO MY CONSCIOUS AWARENESS
SUN + ACE OF PENTACLES
Clarity of mind, and the need to manifest my goals. It’s easy to say “create, create, create, manifest!” But if there isn’t a mental clarity and sense of hope involved in that process, it’ll inevitably fall flat. I need to be aware, awake, alive, and full of positive expectations. We get from the universe what we give to it. I have potential. I am amazing. I am capable of tangible creation, to be independent financially, and so many other powerful realities.
WHAT IS NO LONGER SERVING ME
FOX + THE HERMIT
Internalizing. Living within myself. Holding on to my pain. Deceiving others with my external emotions instead of living my deepest truth outwardly. I’ve spent so long second-guessing myself, believing that the people around me won’t understand, keeping my pain to myself for fear of judgment. I’ve been in a state of stasis, of internal work that, while important, is beginning to take a toll on my creative acts and outward expression. I need to move outward. Start shining my light for others to see. Give the universe a chance to give back to me by sharing and contributing and participating.
HOW CAN I RELEASE AND LET GO OF THESE ENERGIES
LOTUS + TEN OF CUPS
How fitting to get two cards about the JOY of EXPANSION. Just reconfirming my messages from the last cards. I need to grow grow grow grow GROW. Use the mud and the journey I’ve been on to create something magical + beautiful.
WHAT ADDITIONAL RESOURCES ARE AVAILABLE TO ME AS I RELEASE AND LET GO?
FIRE + SEVEN OF SWORDS
My creative fire. My intensity. My deep passions and fires and hopes and dreams. My willingness to fight HARD for what I want. My ANGER, perhaps. My fury at the world and the circumstances and the feeling of betrayal that comes with being a woman in 2019. I can channel that fire into something creative. I can use art to create change. I can use art to save myself from the fear and uncertainty.